So i'm pretty sure i'm getting a tablet...so instead of blowwing all my money on real "manga" supplies...i thought it'd be easy to just do it digitally...the only problem is I DON"T KNW WHAT MY WATCHERS AKA FRIENDS WANT 2 SEE!!! I need ideas! All i knw for sure is i want o have vampires in it!
SHould it have?
Horror
Romance
Shoujo
Shounen
Comedy
Hisorical
Drama
School Life
Smut...(adult themes such as XXX intimate things)lolz
ETC!.

I need ideas fast! i want to knw what u want so that u can have the most awesomeness manga ever o DA!

so i'm computers right now bored 2 tears...i just ffinished writing a newletter WOOT?! haha....well anywayz our school is goin to stae 4 football! 2nite is the game! I'm excityed but sadly it s 2 cold to go and i don';t want owaste gas goin back and forth to a warm place. if u knw what i mean. So instead i'm goin to see *drum roll* TWILIGHT! the greatest book alive! i would've gone to the premie but i was fliming a movie and hanging out wit friend at Sma and Lousises instead of the usual Hyvee...anywayz i'm goin to c it wit Dylan Blake's cousin cuz were best friends...so it shoudl be a blast!
i'll post a journal bout the mvoie later...mayb....

O YEAH and i went to NEBRASKON and it was a freakin riot! heck yes! iwas the onyl one who danced wit TAMAKI from Ouran!*KYA* ^_^

Okay so homecoming! Omgsh it was so freakin amzin!!!Where to begin...i'm still so flustered! WOW

Okay so i drove wit my sister to get my hair done at 2:45 and that took like an hr and 30min ...and it cost a totla of $154!!!I was pissed yet so happy with what they did with my hair. I felt like a princess!

Mary's group of girls came around 5 so that Mary could do there hair. She had been asked by 2 boys but she turned them down cuz she wasn't interested and just wanted to go with girls...well enough about her...lolz...i sound selfish.

Anywayz...we ate dinner at home cuz we couldn't afford to go out to eat...yeah thats how poor i am....so we ate lasagna! it was yummy!

I put my dress on around 7 and redid my makeup and then the doorbell rang.And mary's friend were like that's ur grandparents but i saw 6"2 handsome guy looking completly confused and overwlemed. I like rushed down the flight of stairs , alomst tripping in my high heels, and raced to open the door. He opened his arms up and we hugged for like a minute. All of Mary's firned were "like hi Blake." They all thought he was really hot.lolz
O yeah he was pissed cuz i payed for the homecoming tickets

All of my mom's side of the family+others parents were obsessed wit taking pics.Blake and i were like half blind after cuz of all the camera flashes. The we had like 20 free minutes so Blake and i snuck down to my basement and played Guitar Hero 3 and air hockey.

We left 15 min later and the whole time Blake was drving he's holy crap all these houses r huge. And then his eyes got huge after he saw my highschool. (he goes to a school K-12 of 200 kids while i go to a school 9-12 of about 3000...its a big step up)

Well wehn we arrived we had to show ID so he showed his military ID and the person checking them was like...
"what the heck, what is this?"
"A military ID"
"Ur in the MILITARY!"
"I will b in 14 days"
I almost peed my slef laughing so hard cuz of the ladies reaction. and then becuz he was so tall he hit the tent they had setup...i laughed at that 2.We got into the gym and the usual 2 giant screens with music videos giant stage wit all these stobe light and light and steroes. We din't dance for like 15minutes cuz all the songs sucked instead i like introduced them to all my friends. But then finally we were in the gym and a good slow song came on and he was ike "its time for our dance." And then he put his arms around my waist and then i put my arms around his neck and i plaeced my head on his chest and we slow danced...it was cute and romantic...my heart was like beating like 100miles an hr. My sister and my best friend Karlie started crying...idk why?

Then we hung out 4 like another 30 min met a gay guy who was checking Blake out and told my friend Bobbi he thought Blake was hot and that he wanted to get into his pant*shudders* O and then i got some water bottles and shot the cap off...actaully Blake was the only one who could do it like usual was unsuccessful .

Then we talked and then finally another good song came up it was Far Away by Nickelback so we slowed danced to that. It was so cute cuz the lyrics went with what exactl Blake and i are so far away but soc lose at the same time. He was even singing the lyrics to me...it was so cute. Then we danced some more except not GRINDING! i hate that type of dancing....Blake and i both suck at regular dancing except for the party boy and the robot and jumping around.lolz

What else...O we saved Liz from drinking a spiked drink" we were superheroes"!

Slow danced to like 2 other songs. Watched the homecoming queen and king get nominated. And then I help Blkae take off his tie and we slow danced to our last song "fall for You" by secondhand serenade. It was so romantic once again. I wish it would've lasted longer. We got got vodkla poured on us which sucked. Ther were tons of strobe lights so we pretended to fight. ^_^

Then the night ended and we went back to my house and ate cake and talked till like 1 and then he had to drive to Sioux city to visit our bestfriend Mark. I walked him out and planned to kiss him but missed my chance instead we just hugged for a really long time. I later emailed him saying that i had wanted to kiss him to thank him and he siad that he was sry for not giving me the chance but said next timehe saw me he'd give me the chance or he'd do it himself.

So 2day as i've been saying everyday is homecoming! ^_^! i'm so freakin excited. this year's theme is under the big top not as cool as hollywood like last year but still awesome! Its espceially a good one cuz i'm not going with friends instead i'm going with Blake! WOOT! I'll b sure to post pics! He's driving 2hrs to take me! Wish me luck i'm sure i'll b posting a journal on it and like i said pics.

Omgsh it has so freakin long since i've written a
journal...really really long. Sry for barely being on don't worry i haven't forgotton about u matt and all my fabulous friends. i've just been super super busy.

Hmmmm....what the heck have i been doing that's kept me away so long. i'm happy u asked....well summer for
example was a my busiest and funnest yet

Summer-Well i came back from Illinois 4 my grandparents anniversay....and then i hung out at my house for like a week b4 i went 2 camp!
Alright camp was the best cuz i made awesome friends including my new best friend Blake. We pretty much are like long lost bestfriends. We met cuz he told me i sucked at hacky sack when the hacky sack hit me while i was sketching. I didn't think i'd see him again but then the next day my friend Jen introduced me to him We ended up ditching Jen and just hungout by ourselves. We went canoing-mostly tricking pppl into the canoe and tipping it over...it was just awesome!!!XD And then on the last day of camp we walked with our arms around each other nad said our goodybyes...i thought i wouldn't hear from him again but right when i got back he emailed me.

We emailed each other day i ended setting up both a facebook and msn so that we could talk more....went bowling 4 2 days when he came to town. Talked on the phone 2x a week and went bmxing. It was awesome. He's taking me to homecoming next Sat....don't worry i'll post pictures.

Other things i did in the summer and are currently doing
-Communtiy service projects cuz i luv to do them
-Went to the Dark Knoight premiereand was first in line
-Worlds of Fun trip with friends
-Six Flags trip
-Ate Indian Food for the first time...my new luv
-Went bike riding everyday
-Worked out everyday
-Volleyball conditioning everyday
-read Breaking Dawn
-Read Kissing Coffins
-Had avampire movie night_ I luv u LOST BOYS
-Hung out with Blake and friends
-Became best friends with Chris
- Went to a bonfire and the fire department was called
-Made the vball team
-Started school again...YUCK
-Happy birthday! I got a new mp3 and totoro bag
-Went to the first football game
-Got asked out 2x in one day rejected both of them
-Taught Vacation bible school
-Taught sunday schoo
-Was in a hurricane in NE
-Is going to homecoming on Oct 4th

(out of breath) yeah i'm sure i've done more but i'm haveing a brain fart so i can;t rember any of it....whoops...anyways i'll keep posting art as muchas i can. Also updated photos of me cuz i'm sure ur all sick of looking at me with the bunny hate from like 2yrs ago O and i will post homecoming pics so keep watching

Also i really need new ideas for a manga or drawing ideas so just list what u want to see i'll most likely draw them!

Also check out this amv my twin sis and i created plz watch and comment- [link]